lies...

hide behind appearance;

trade

silence of spoken word for

sticks and stones.

falling leaf;

fading light.

surrounding silence screams.

midterms...

Sometimes I think college is going to kill me. I've been told I'm a good student, but honestly, I feel like I have no clue what I'm doing.

The other problem is when life gets in the way of school. Personal issues conflict with school issues conflict with job issues conflict with personal issues conflict with everything else issues...oi vay. This life sure is an adventure.

I didn't fail my tests though. History, as of yet, is a terrible score. At least to me. Yes, there is a curve, but it is against my nature to not stress about things I have no knowledge of. Math was surprising to me: 97/100. What? Me? Shocking, really. No. Really. Shocking. And English? 100%. Say what?

Why am I so down even when things are going well? Ugh.