i'm so...

I don't even know.

Sad?
Tired?
Excited?
Stressed?
Angry?
Bored?
Silly?
Lonely?
Annoyed?
Anxious?
Hyper?

It's as though the second I start to get worked up about something (whether in an upset or an excited way), it all just stops mid-work up and my self goes, "Shhhh. You're not [insert emotion]. You're fine. And don't bother trying to talk about anything -- after all, you know that you have nothing to say."

I can't cry.
I can't sleep.
I can't eat.
I can't talk.
I can't think.

Like not being able to feel anything.