Many of my family and friends have told me that I should be a lawyer.
I can't think quickly enough to debate things. I'm not brave enough to say what I believe. I'm not smart enough to stick up for my "case" -- I get all tongue-tied and twisted up.
Like with my coworkers. I admire my friend who can continually stick up for her beliefs with evidence and without getting flustered by the person contesting her beliefs. I wish with all my heart I could do that.
But instead I sit quietly and literally shake in my chair.
I think I liked working here better when I was by myself all day long.