Monday, August 31, 2009

going through withdrawals...


This is so weird. I miss my friends soooo much, and I do NOT want this show to end. Taking this three day break from the show (the whole cast) is KILLING me. I miss Carisa and Jaz and Belen and Emma and Anna Jane and Miranda and Laura and Jaden and Necia and Darren and Kensey and Greg and Brenden and Kaila and Kerstin and Megan and Dawn and Jesse and Jessica and Tasha and Kylee and Mary and Brooke and Candace and Ashley and Megan and Chris and De and Hannah and Steve and Kara and everyone else because if I write out all of your names it will take up a whole page!!!

But there's one person who I'm missing so much that I've felt sick all day. I couldn't sleep last night because I kept thinking about him. I couldn't eat breakfast because I was sick to my stomach. I've been fighting a headache and tears all day. I can't concentrate and my chest feels like it's going to explode because of how fast my heart keeps beating. And why? WHY???

Because of a BOY!!!


Wednesday seems so far away. Until then I will fight being miserable. I've been fighting all day. And boy, I am losing badly.


McGillicutty said...

A boy???? yuk!!!! :o)

julochka said...

i did annie get your gun in high school, so i know how you feel (about withdrawal from the play, not the boy, my boy at the time was in the play, but only in a minor role). what's funny is that i still have the occasional dream now some 25 years later, that i suddenly have to get together with that cast and we have to perform it again, without rehearsals. so i guess i'm saying it's not really gonna get any better. ;-)