Thursday, March 12, 2009

empty and full...

My stomach is empty and my mind is full. Not a comfortable situation to be in. I'm so worried about so many things that I keep randomly bursting into tears. I'm afraid I'll do something to make my mom angry and she'll yell at me. I'm afraid I'll not be able to get all of my grades up by next Friday. My room is a mess, my closet is worse. Multimedia Flash animation is discouraging, and so are my Ceramics projects. Money is so hard to come up with, and I have tons of expenses coming up. Dad's not home till late tonight.

Something good though. Tonight is SNM, and I get to ride with David again. He's a really nice kid. I'm glad I get to hang out with him on Thursdays. And I get to see Sheleena!!! Bad thing: Road Show practice, and I'll be doing my solo for the first time. Not happiness.

Mom brought pizza. I'm going to be done now. :)

3 comments:

Q said...

If this solo of which you speak is a singing solo, you will do beautifully.

Maya Ganesan said...

lol :)

Beth Kephart said...

I'm just hoping hoping hoping that you found calm. (and maybe some wonderful candy to fill you up and get you through some harder times).